Yes, I realize I haven't posted since February. In fact, one person at least noticed and asked the question... Well, here it is, a new post.
First of all, this Her Slave for Life thing just isn't working out. One of us is just too not into it. But that's okay I suppose. And thanks to one reader for stating the obvious...I'm no slave.
I'd like to be. I would definitely be if things worked out that way. But my wife just doesn't seem to appreciate what I'm willing to offer. Or, maybe I'm just an idiot who doesn't know what he wants.
I'll admit, life has been busy for both of us. I work my ass off so she can stay home with the children. I got a new boss at work who came in with the idea we weren't working hard enough...it's been like drinking from a firehose.
Perhaps my working hard and long hours to provide for what she definitely wants to be able to do -- to stay home, is in itself a form of submission on my part. I would like to think it is. I also think being home with the children all day everyday probably takes it out of her as well. But when I ask her what she needs me to do she doesn't really give me much to go on. So, I just flounder. Perhaps one day I will get the hang of this...or go nuts.
