Thursday, March 6, 2014
Frustrated, to say the least...
I'm back for more of my on again off again blog posting. I apologize for not being a faithful blogger. I must admit, I'm feeling a little frustrated these days. This whole submission to my wife things just isn't working out. I think for one thing, it's life in general--trying to raise a family, working in a very stressful and demanding job, other family issues--the list goes on and on. But I know a few things for sure:
1. I want to submit to my wife.
2. I want her to accept my submission.
3. I want it to be outside and inside the bedroom.
In the past, we would have spurts of me submitting to her and her controlling when I had any sexual pleasure. I even wore a CB3000 for a while. But we eventually got rid of it and most of our other toys. We did keep a few things but never have time or opportunity to use them.
What I think I can do at this point is practice stealth submission. The problem is, I keep forgetting to do it. I need to work harder on that. Also, I may ask my wife to control my orgasms again even if we do it on the honor system, which we've done before. I've noticed the more sexually frustrated I am the more likely I am to practice submission--stealth submission or not.
I don't know but I'm going to keep trying. Life's too short for anything else.
Oh, and I'll try to be more faithful to post to this blog more often.