A New Approach

I’m taking a new approach to my desire to submit to my wife.  I think my past mistake has been too much of a focus on sexual submission from the standpoint of my own fetish with orgasm denial.  Although such focus was fun and the time I spent serving my wife was indescribable, it always lasted only a short time before the cares of this world took my focus elsewhere.  But the desire remained and is now being rekindled.  And I have plenty of uninterrupted time to think about it—I’m stuck on a boat for the next three days with no internet access, no phone access, no access to the outside world save for an emergency.  Thankfully, I downloaded an article from another wife worship blog—Worshipping Your Wife by Mark Redmond—perhaps the best blog of its genre out there today.  The article I reference is one he referenced from Au876—“A Short Course in Wife Worship.”

I could not have stumbled across this article at such a better time.  Before entering the world of no contact with the outside world I had emailed my wife of my desire to submit to enforced chastity once again and to serve her.  She definitely likes the “serve her” attitude although she has struggled with the enforced chastity—my wearing a CB3000—because of all the “what ifs”—what if I’m in an accident, etc.  I assured her I understood her concerns but we shouldn’t let “what ifs” rule our lives.  We only live once so lets enjoy it.  After all, life is full of risks.  So, long story short, I found the box with the CB3000 in it and I have secured myself.  Obviously, I still have access should I want or need it, but my goal is to remain confined until my wife joins me in a few days.

Now back to the article—“A Short Course in Wife Worship.”  This course was an eye-opener if for no other reason than slapping me in the face and bringing me back to the reality of why I would want to return to the world of enforced chastity—not for my benefit but for hers.  In other words, my attention should not be on my own desires to be kept chaste but on worshipping and serving my wife.  The author writes, “Most if not all women love to be pampered, adored, worshipped and listened to. Therefore if you want to taste the sweet fruit of submitting to your wife and having her in control, then pamper, adore, worship and listen to her.”  I could not agree more and I don’t know why it is I have missed this all along.  I’ve been married nearly two decades to my college sweetheart—I wish the internet and the Worshipping Your Wife Blog had been around when I was much younger.  But I suppose it’s never too late to start.  I realize it will take a lot of work and patience on my part but my goal is to start immediately learning how to worship my wife through pampering, adoring, worshipping, listening to, submitting to, and serving her.

With that in mind I have read and reread “A Short Course on Wife Worship.”  I have come to admit some things about myself.  For one thing, I don’t listen to my wife.  How can I expect to pamper and worship her if I don’t listen to her?  I can’t!!!  I’m realizing that this is going to take a lot of work and focus on my part but it can be done.  Maybe I need to experience some kind of behavior modification?  I don’t know.  But I am learning.  Additionally, I noted other things that happened recently that indicated I have a long way to go and a lot of work ahead of me.  (1) Not listening – as previously mentioned, (2) using a word my wife doesn’t ever want me to use, (3) becoming short with her while talking to her on the phone, (4) not remembering things she says and then wondering why I can’t come up with a gift for important occasions, get a purchase right, and things like that.